LIFE

what exactly is life??
what exactly is the purpose of a human to be borned??
what exactly is happening with this world??

went back from JB today.. on my way back to tampines.. mum called.. told me godfather is in hospital now.. something inside his big intestine.. the doctor will have to make further checkup to confirm what is that.. i called godmum.. can heard from her voice that she was crying.. and she said godfather condition is not very good.. mum called again.. she was crying.. she told me godfather got a cancer inside his big intestine.. and it is now the forth stage and is the final stage of the cancer.. the doctor also cannot justify how long he can survive.. i was shocked when i heard this.. he was always so good, always so strong, a good husband, a good uncle, a good godfather, a good father.. the only bad thing about him is his stubborness.. because of this.. he didn't want to go for a checkup in the hospital.. and it's all too late.. there are nothing we can do now.. Joanne is getting married next year.. but what is happening now would defenitely make her very very sad.. things shouldn't be like this!! he's only 59.. he hasn't got a grandchildren yet.. think this is probably his biggest regret when he leaves us..

we will remember u always.. the memory of u will be inside my heart for a long long time and i would never take it out.. what i can do now is pray.. maybe it brings no help but i will still try.. it won't bring anything to me but hope it will bring some helps to u.. my "kueh ba".. i'll go and visit u after my exam.. hope u'll be better than now at that time.. rest well and take care..

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* my new wallet *

mum came back from HK yesterday night and i went to the airport with dad to fetch her.. she got me a wallet.. a coach wallet!! and i like it very much! thanks mum =p
still got a few things from mum and MeiLing.. will collect them after i finish my exam and meet up with u =)

these few days, the lecturer had been doing revision for the exam.. started some revision on my MA, but still not very clear with it.. need more exercise..
HR lecturer gave tips for exam today.. 5 chapters to study.. and only 1 goal----pass..
must go class on Monday cos marketing lecturer will give tips for marketing paper.. hope i will be able to do well for the coming exam..

arrange to meet up with Tek, AA, Quan, Winnie atJB on Tuesday.. its been a long time since i last see them.. will go dinner with them and stay JB for a night.. looking forward to it~

exam is approaching.. but i'm still very slack..
jiayou jiayou!! must work hard!!
all the best for all friends that are going to have exam soon!!

haizzzzz

omg~ exam coming soon! only less than 2 weeks left! and I still haven't started my revision.. jialat jialat.. must start doing my revision in these few days.. there are so many things to memorize in HR and Marketing.. and I'm still confuse with MA.. hope I can understand MA soon so can start my HR and Marketing..

didn't went to school today cos felt giddy when woke up in the morning.. but I'm much better after more sleep hahaa :D
went to play basketball at Kembangan justnow.. the people playing there are much more better than at FengShan.. but some of them are so fierce.. maybe I can say they play very rude.. too rude and that could cause others injured.. they will never know until they experienced it themselves.. so happy to play in a team with AhSen, AhHeng and AhGou.. damn easy to play with them in my team.. ohh ya! the girl who play with us looks quite nice.. it's quite hard to find a girl that is goodlooking and good at basketball hahaa~
only had a meal today at about 4pm.. don know why I don feel hungry today.. hahaa~

all right.. gonna go school tomorow.. It's MA class.. hope I can understand what the lecturer teaches hahaa~~

haizzzzzzzz

heard something very shock today.. Sheng's father passed away.. really stun when i heard this news from dad.. how come?? he was so fit and healthy always.. why would he died suddenly?? wonder what's really happening to this world.. what's really happening to human.. a healthy person can die anytime.. hope everything will be fine and hope Sheng and his family can cope with this incident..

mum, Qiang and QQ went HongKong today.. went to send them off at the airport.. ask mum to buy me a wallet.. hope Kelvin can found a nice wallet for me hehee :)
was too tired in the morning and felt giddy so didn't went for lunch with Edward, Theo, Vincent and others.. sorry ya guys :(

dad says he wanna buy a BMW 6 series.. both him and mum like it very much.. just buy what u wan my dad.. u work so hard to earn all the things for us.. now is ur turn to buy something for urself ^^

basketball at FengShan CC today.. their team is not very good.. we can easily win them if we can have normal performance hehee :D
will have a friendly match with Ella's friend from Kembangan CC in the middle of September.. hope can play well at that time :)

exam on 31st, 3rd & 4th.. must not slack any more.. must start doing my revision soon.. hope can pass all 3 subjests and proceed to sem4.. bless me~

home sweet home~

yeah i'm home!! finally i'm back in my hometown after spending 32 days in singapore.. hahaa~

watched GI.JOE with Evon yesterday.. quite a nice movie.. but the graphic is not so nice.. something like games.. but anyway the story is quite good.. especially the action.. cool~
there's going to be a second part of it cos the president is a fake in the end!!
Evon paid for all the expenses yesterday.. movie, ticket, massage.. as my birthday.. quite nice.. thanks a lot :)

went to school by cab today cos i overslept and my group was the 3rd group to do the presentation!! no choice but to take a cab.. arhhh my pocket got a big hole now!!
think our video was not bad.. but many other groups did much better than us.. the one i like most is video from Shawna's group.. they were too high lo.. until Bernerd took off his pants and Joel put the scene into the video.. ROFL
went to jetty with Jiaqi.. Benjamin fetched us till there.. thanks Benjamin..
saw a lot of funny things on the way.. both of them were so damn cute lo!

had BBQ at home tonight.. Prescilia and Ken ( dad's customers) came to our home and i'm giving out my room for them and i'll share a room with my brothers..

time to sleep.. goodnight :)

finally~

phewwwwwwww~ after a busy week, finally i'd finished all the assignments. only left with a question in MA which have to summit next tuesday.
summited marketing on wednesday, gonna summit HR tomorow, video day on saturday. and after that im going back hometown!! it's been a long time since i last went back. 1 month. maybe i should say i kinda miss that place :p

viewed the exam timetable today, HR on 31st, marketing on 2nd and MA on 3rd. will have to start study soon if not i won't have enough time for my revision. don know what i should do cos always never pay attention during the lecture. especially MA. totally gone!

thinking of doing some exercise to keep fit and build up my body. go gym? better no. just do something easier at home. jump roping should be suitable for me. i have to jump higher and run faster and be more brave so i can bring more threats to my oppenents on the basketball court. all the best!!

all right. it's game time!! bye all :D