LIFE

what exactly is life??
what exactly is the purpose of a human to be borned??
what exactly is happening with this world??

went back from JB today.. on my way back to tampines.. mum called.. told me godfather is in hospital now.. something inside his big intestine.. the doctor will have to make further checkup to confirm what is that.. i called godmum.. can heard from her voice that she was crying.. and she said godfather condition is not very good.. mum called again.. she was crying.. she told me godfather got a cancer inside his big intestine.. and it is now the forth stage and is the final stage of the cancer.. the doctor also cannot justify how long he can survive.. i was shocked when i heard this.. he was always so good, always so strong, a good husband, a good uncle, a good godfather, a good father.. the only bad thing about him is his stubborness.. because of this.. he didn't want to go for a checkup in the hospital.. and it's all too late.. there are nothing we can do now.. Joanne is getting married next year.. but what is happening now would defenitely make her very very sad.. things shouldn't be like this!! he's only 59.. he hasn't got a grandchildren yet.. think this is probably his biggest regret when he leaves us..

we will remember u always.. the memory of u will be inside my heart for a long long time and i would never take it out.. what i can do now is pray.. maybe it brings no help but i will still try.. it won't bring anything to me but hope it will bring some helps to u.. my "kueh ba".. i'll go and visit u after my exam.. hope u'll be better than now at that time.. rest well and take care..